I am wondering what to do. I am kind of in a strange and lonely place and the only outlet is through writing. Blogging seemed the safest option today as I do not want it in a traditional diary. Hope that all makes sense
I am currently in counselling for events that happened in my childhood. Apparently Iam at the worst point in it. Well, hooray, because it hasn't been bad already!!! I am on anti depressants and pushing myself to be normal even though it is the last thing in the world Im or indeed are anywhere close.
So, what am I going to do? I am supposed to be seeing an old friend tomorrow but want to put her off and als oanother friend on monday. I just want to remain here by myself where things are okay and I know what is going on. Now I sound like a total mad woman, maybe I am, maybe not
You are not mad. I have gone through a similar expereice, so honest, your not mad.
You want people around you, but then again you don't.
You will come out of the tunnel, it just seems sometimes they are building on to it whilst your going along.
Blog about anything you wish, no one will critisies.